R: Can I ask you something?
J: uh sure
R: Promise not to laugh?
J: yeah i promise, what is it?
R: Well, I think it’s kind of embarrassing but I’ve never had a boyfriend before : (
J: you’re only 15 right? it's not such a bid deal
R: I’m almost 16 and all my friends seem to be dating. I’m just not.
J: don’t worry, i didn’t date anyone until i was in college
R: Yes, but it’s different when you are gay.
J: what do you mean by that?
R: >.<
R: I didn’t mean to be rude or offensive, it’s more like gay guys seem to have to develop a little later because they have to discover themselves first, if that makes any total sense
J: well, i guess
R: I mean gay guys need to evaluate that they are gay, accept it, and then decide how to handle it. I don’t have to really deal with being straight or whatever.
R: I’m sorry. I babble when I’m uncomfortable. I didn’t mean to offend you.
J: it’s alright
R: Well, my question is that how do you know when you like someone enough that you want something to happen?
J: like a relationship?
R: Yes.
J: well, it’s hard to describe
R: I though as much.
J: when i met orlando, something about him intrigued me so i kept talking to him
J: before i knew it, we were dating
R: You’re happy right?
J: yes i am. i really love him
R: I’ve been talking to this guy recently and I think I really like him. I’ve only known him a short time though but I think I want to see where it can go.
J: you should be careful not to rush into anything too serious
J: you’re still really young but if you like him, just see where it leads
R: Thanks! : )
R: I have to go but remember to come to my birthday party!
J: alright i’ll try
R: BRING ORLANDO! : )
R: <3
